27.1.05

Australia Day or Invasion Day?

I don’t really celebrate Australia Day. Some friends came over the night before and watched Clex Smallville and R.O.T.O.R. And during AD/ID I worked on my web page, edited slash, watched more Smallville and watched Obake and RFB play Sims 2. So a quiet @home day.


Of course being one of the two or three specific national pride days (Anzac Day, Remembrance Day) there were things happening around the city:

A list of Brisbane events on ourbrisbane.com - Southbank Parklands and free Kookaburra Queen river cruises are the highlights.

Invasion Day Rally at Roma Street Parklands (notice that this one isn't mentioned on the previous site)

Triple J Hot 100 broadcast (Will Shatner’s Common People came in at 21!)


Australia Day is a little controversial. It’s the day that Sydney Cove was first settled by English Colonialists and their political prisoners. And that one event has left scars all over the landscape, and our culture.


It is a fact that tens of thousands, if not hundreds of thousands, of indigenous Australians have been slaughtered and uprooted from their culture which has been obscured and denied over the last 200+ years The Indigenous issues in Australia are controversial, and not easily solved.


Colonialism, particularly British colonialism, has run through any nation that had different cultures to theirs and exploited and damaged them. China’s boxer rebellion and the creation of Hong Kong, India’s existence under British rule, South Africa’s Apartheid and the United State of America are all bastard children of the British Invasion of the world. The worst thing about the cultural imperialism is that it still impacts the way that we live here and now.


I’m British and Australian and I was born in South Africa – I’m a result of colonialism: my culture and values are formed because I’ve always lived in cultures with remnant, and hidden, white supremacist values. And yes I will say that I am beginning to see Australia as a white supremacist nation hiding behind the twenty years of Labour tolerance from Whitlam to Hawke to Keating. When we returned to the Liberals, the rotten core of racism and supremacy rose again.


Australia Day is a celebration of our birth as a nation. But it’s a nation founded on an invasion and denial of a culture that existed for well over the 40,000 years legitimised by the state. That in itself is such an amazing thing – a stable culture that lived in a landscape as old and as tough as our country. There was agriculture and land management and art and trade but, because of the political necessity, social Darwinism, Christian guilt complexes (where it’s easier to call another people animals rather than acknowledge the invasion and destruction of a nation), and just plain ignorance, all of this was written out of the history of our nation.


The impact of colonialism is much more complex and invasive than I’ve discussed above, but the essential point is that it does create the culture and country that we live in now. There are undertows of guilt and anger and justification and denial that permeate our interactions with each other and with indigenous Australians. Even those of us who have been here less than 30 years (28 years this Australia Day) carry some of the burden for the way that this nation was formed. We are not all guilty for what happened in our ancestors time, but we are responsible for the way that we shape our future. Accepting the darker emotions will allow us to move forward to build a country that finds common ground. Acknowledging a problem is the first step in finding a solution.


Australia Day is known by some as Invasion Day.


I don’t really see anything to celebrate. Yet.


For more information on the ideas about colonialism, go to Google and search for Post-Colonialism. Edward Said is on of the BNA’s (Big-Name-Academics).

25.1.05

Lifeline Bookfair

Lifeline Book Fair

Every six months, over a long weekend (Australia Day/Queens Birthday), Lifeline holds a bookfair. It's on right now and this year it's going for five whole days.


And every time it happens I ritually go. It's part of the cycle of the Brisbane year for all us book addicts.


Each day of the fair they recharge the stock to keep us coming back and we all know by now that all the second hand book sellers come in early each day and cart out the good stuff. And that on the last day they try to shift everything that's left by making it ultra cheap so that by the time you get there on any day what's left and what's there can be pretty erratic.


I'm not an early riser, particularly on a weekend when I'm working but I managed to get there on Saturday by 10 am to meet up with Obake. There were already queues going back 20 people at the counters. As per usual, I went to the unpriced section and flicked through the texts, the craft, the computer and the paperback fiction. Then to check out the SF and vid's as well in the priced and high quality sections. We didn't have as long as we needed but I managed to get some cool stuff for less than 20 dollars.


One of the nifty things about being into stuff that not everyone else is, is that you can pick up really cool stuff at bargain prices because they don't know what it's worth to you. I found two books by Roland Barthes, a book on Stratification (sociological theory in response to inequality and class) and a book on web identity: Life on the Screen - Identity in the Age of the Internet by Shirley Turkle. RFB, my man, was privileged to get R.O.T.O.R and Timerunner (with Mark Hammill) on video. R.O.T.O.R is a trashy post apocalyptic movie, 67th worst film ever according to one source, and RFB has an addiction to afflicting these things on everyone. I put back the psychology text on Behaviour Modification, worried about cost - shouldn't have been.


It's interesting watching the people and comparing what types of books and things are there each year. The first time I went, mum took me after I'd split up with a boy and I'd returned from Sydney, and I bought romances galore - my Prozac. There was hardly anything in the way of computer books or SF, then. They've always had an SF selection, but it was pretty inadequate. Now they have an SF section in the priced and high quality sections and you can pick up some pretty good stuff. Obake got Sing the Fifth Quarter by Tanya Huff and one of the out of print Tanith Lee Flat Earth novels (both of which I already own or would have grabbed) and I found China Mountain Zhang by Maureen F. McHugh which I loved the first time I read it. (Hey look: unconscious theme to all of those stories - gay characters) The craft sections change contents from year to year too. Very little in the way of sewing or beading stuff this year, although I managed to pick up a book on couture that is pretty rock.


There were a lot more people early on in the day, too. And you could hire trolleys which we did to carry our already heavy bags. There was this one couple who had filled two trolleys with paperback novels and where going through tables checking things against what they needed to get people. Very kawaii. People were spread out against the walls to go through their treasures because the (expensive) cafeteria was overflowing.


This year they also produced a fashion parade which we heard twice while not looking up from our book search. The couple of glances showed a fairly average selection of clothes and they kept on fading the music to nothing behind the voice of the amateur presenter. A little disconcerting as you try to hum along to the songs. This was the first year where I noticed that they were so busy relaying messages and book requests that no music played. I'm not sure if it ever did but I'm pretty sure that the announcer had more of a work out this year.


The book fair is run by volunteers who do a great job of handling such large crowds and remaining friendly by the time you get to the counter.


It's a fun day out and I'll probably go back on Wednesday, sneaking RFB in.


Links:

Lifeline Bookfair - outdated official write up.


Details:

What: Lifeline Bookfair

When: Australia Day Long Weekend (January) and Queen's Birthday Long Weekend (June)

Where: Southbank Convention Centre - most public transport stops pretty close at Southbank and it's the big building behind the train station with the white dome-esque rooves.

Cost: Free, but take along $$ for the books!


Hints:


  • if you really want the good books, go early. Otherwise it's really good for a day out and leisurely browse.

  • The information desk will do announces for things your particularly searching for.

  • The last day is best for the cheapest most books - they'll sell bags of books for only a couple of dollars.


Did you go? Did you get anything cool? Do you have any other hints to make the next journey better? Comment NOW!



20.1.05

About Brisbane AU

I live in Brisbane but it might not quite be the Brisbane that you live in or that you've come to visit. Over the next year I want to show you what my Brisbane's like.

A little about me

I'm a cultural studies student currently at QUT. I want to be something between an academic and a writer, or both.

I live in a housing co-operative (an overgrown share house) in Norman Park with five other adults and an ever growing assortment of computers and technological gadgets. We have a cat, Maxx, two possums, five chooks and a whole pile of fish in our ponds. I really like where I live. I can get to the centre of the city in 15 minutes by bus or train and I'm real close to the Hawthorne and Balmoral cinemas. We're in a valley next to a cemetery and when you walk up the hills there are some of the best views of the city and the river.

I'm pagan, goth and geek or at least those are my strongest social allegiances. My sister and I run Prime Nightclub and previously put out the Shades of Black newsletter. I DJ and listen to lots of eclectic music, currently J-Rock/Visual Kei and Nu-New Wave/Synth Pop. I read comics and slash, go to any genre movie I can find and spend a lot of time in the city. I'm a closet photographer, costumer and writer.

Brisbane is my home. I grew up here, between Kelvin Grove and Norman Park and the city. I've travelled a bit and, like a lot of us, always come back.

All of these things colour my picture of Brisbane and the way I live in it. I have strong opinions about some things because I really love this place.

I hope that you'll find this project interesting and something that you'll keep coming back to look at and join in.

If you want to contact me about anything I've included, or let me know of something that I might want to write about, comment here

10.1.05

The Faint and Nightstick

The Venue and the Crowd

I've never been to the Zoo before, even though I've been living,
mostly, in Brisbane for the last fifteen years (I don't count before I
was 14 or 15 because I wasn't really 'living' in Brisbane). It's a bit
unusual for an urban Brisbanite like myself to have never been to the
Zoo because bands play regularly and there is a whole pile of odds and
ends stuff that happens there. I remember hearing about friends that
took Swing classes for a while.

I think a lot of it has to do with the crowd, the audience that it
pitches to. In the early nineties it was (at least according to an
alternative outsider's perspective) the place where Ferals go and
that's kind of stuck in my head. Reject hippies and the like. It's a
little bit of a humouring attitude – we have the Normanby, then the
Alliance and now the Jubilee and where ever Faith is. They're a sister
culture – not something that appeals (too in your face political, the
music sux, no tech and they don't wear enough black), but another
marginalised youth culture that needs an identity and a territory. So
let them have the Zoo, we have the world.

Not knowing what to expect, Ian and I rock up at 8 to meet M and
Pirate!Andrew, and we walk past about 20 or so people waiting outside
for the doors to open. Now this is *Brisbane* where six degrees peters
down to about two – you know: I know the Fiend, and so does everyone
else. So it was really weird not recognising anyone. Sure, it's a
Sunday night. But wow, not even any faces recognised from on Campus.

Did this mean that maybe the Faint weren't actually *our* kind of
music? The irony is intentional. I don't think there is an *our* kind
of music, and I'm not sure I'm even an *our*. But The Faint are this
kinda synthpop/rock band that I loved from the first time I heard
Agenda Suicide – I just expected that the scene would have heard of
them. It fits right into the kind of music we play – somewhere between
Orgy, Alien Sex Fiend and Snog. They're harder than a lot of EBM but a
little too New Wave to be Industrial. They Rock.

The crowd however was in no way Dark-wave, Dark-alternative or Dark
anything, It was really college-rock. And I didn't even know we had
that kind of a scene in Brisbane. It makes sense, really, but I have
no idea how to identify or relate to these people.

I can relate to most of the Dark-edged cultures – there are ways that
we express ourselves, ways of expressing our social allegiances. I can
talk to somebody into Industrial or Metal or Punk or Goth, because
I've got stuff in common, even if it's tenuous. We're going to agree
about the world on some level because, on some level, we look at the
world the same. Black becomes part of the code that we use to express
that allegiance.

Even at uni, there are people I talk to who are alternative but aren't
dark-edged and we have conversations skirting around the idea that we
both don't 'fit-in', that we don't want what we're told to want, but
it's often not enough to actually build a closer relationship. Hell,
some of the dark-edge people aren't easy to connect with – I'm not
into Metal, I won't be into Metal, I don't really like it. But there
is slightly more to connect with, at least a common bond of exclusion.
We can't always pass for normal.

The Zoo seems to cater to a crowd that is completely different to my
experience as alternative. They are alternative, too and probably have
more connection with the term as an indicator of their lifestyle
choices. We've got Goth, Geek, and a whole rack of other words, I
can't even begin to suggest words to describe these 'other'
alternatives. They listen to triple Z, which we don't because of a
history of exclusion from their programming with only interspersed
intervals with a 'Goth' show. They wear pastels and beige and white
and khaki and some of them look really cool doing it. There are
particular hairstyles that repeat through the audience – very new
wave. Just like us, but different.

So there was a bit of trepidation at the idea that we might have got
it wrong. Maybe The Faint aren't what I think they are.

Coming up to the gig we said to some of our friends that we were going
– I was excited, first band in nearly a year (and the last one was a
let down: Ladytron/3 = two dj's mixing stuff badly) and it's The
Faint. I love them. I listen to them at home, I bought the album after
hearing the single twice. We've, cough, cough, downloaded the new
album as a temporary measure until we can afford the new album. And
you can dance to it. The thing is that nobody had heard of them – they
even got Triple J airplay, which means, by our guess Faith isn't
playing them.

The Support Act

A lot of what I enjoyed about the gig was the atmosphere. The venue is
kind of bohemian and Pirate!Andrew says that when The Saints played
they said that it hasn't changed much in twenty years. Well the
audience was very like what I remember a lot of the Zed crowd, 20
years ago (yes, my Parent's were students listening and involved with
4ZZZ – it was the only radio they'd listen to). The same kinda clothes
and haircuts as in 200 cigarettes.

And the support band, Nightstick, just made the atmosphere. They had
these very Australian post-punk sound to them, like they'd been
playing music since then (and they did look old enough *go team we
don't die at 30*). Very rock, fast and energetic. Rumour is they're a
Bris-band. I think it would have helped to know more of their lyrics
because we kept expecting to be able to sing along - this bits like
Madness, this bit like Wire, this bit like Jimmy and the Boys etc etc
– but just not recognising enough.


The Main Event

We got seats up on the raised bit near the bar. This was all kinds of
good. There was a bench in front of us to lean on and we could see
pretty much all of the stage. Both Ian and Andrew were being very
sweet and making sure the M and I got the most out of the event. They
knew who *really* wanted to be there. Ah, humouring love!

When the band first came out onto the stage, my fears were realised. I
have only seen one promotional shot, and gone on their website –
they're not very public with their image. But I wasn't expecting quite
the casualness/rock/not-blackness of their wardrobe. They looked like
the crowd. Hesitation on my part – maybe the second album was vastly
different from the first. I've only listened to it a couple of times:
I thought I really liked it…

The first number was off the new album, it didn't pack the punch of
the earlier stuff. But what really rocked was the projection that they
had on a screen behind them. All through their set, different videos
were played that synced with their performance.

I have a thing about Geeks. I like them. I understand them and relate
to the way that they see the world. And The Faint are geeks. You can
see it in the way that they use the technology – projected videos that
sync to the songs. You can see it in the way that they play the music
– instruments are played in layers over a preprogrammed track. The
drummer and the lead guitarist jump in for bursts of high energy music
mixed over a drum machine and synth track. The bass player is playing
a 7/9 string bass and the singer's voice is electronically modified.
They take the technology and use it to make music.

And they all dance along to the music with the energy of people who
haven't quite realised that they're not in the loungeroom and that
there's an audience in front of them. They love their music, they know
their music and they love to perform. The music is polished – not as
produced as the album, but well practised. There's never a break or
pause when somebody didn't join in at the right time and it's layered
like a track mixed in a studio – big breaks where the lead guitarist
is doing nothing but rocking and dancing along, where the drummer
sings along despite his lack of microphone – all connected together to
make music.

I know the first album intimately, in the way that you spend hours
listening to it while studying and they played a lot of my favourite
tracks, not that I could name all the track titles. Propoganda, Agenda
Suicide, the song about melting… all stuff that should be played at
Goth Clubs and Dark Wave clubs Australia, nay the world, wide. It
fits, and it disappointed me that there weren't anymore Goths there
(maybe 5% of the audience could be constructed in that direction). And
what was also cool was their one cover: Psychokiller by The Talking
Heads. Maybe not the best cover of all time, but a good mix of their
style (which has that new-wave brotherhood with Talking Heads) and the
original.

The set was short – pirate!Andrew said about 35 – 45 mins with an
extra 10 for the encore. But when the synth player came back out on
stage he brought out his camera and mumbled in some Nebraskan accent
about how this was his holiday and he wanted a snapshot (for the web –
I think, the accent was that bad), and they'd play a few more songs.
Ooh, Geeks! Doing a tour to pay for a holiday – how cool is that.
Explains a little bit why a Sunday, why The Zoo and why Brisbane –
they weren't caring too much about the money.

We were out of there before 11:30 and on our way home, a good thing in
someways and disappointing in others. I didn't get up and dance, I
didn't feel comfortable enough – not sure if I could dance the way
that I do in that audience. They have codes and conventions that I
missed out on picking up. I don't get moshpit etiquette in any but a
visceral way, I'm a little agoraphobic, and this wasn't really a
moshpit anyway.

After-gig appraisal

In the end we all had good things to say, even pirate!Andrew who has
been sick as a dog all weekend. Ian said that A-pop's visuals were
better, but I'm not sold – I think A-pop had a bigger stage. The music
rocked and it was fun watching them, their videos and the strange and
alien crowd.

The Faint and Nightstick

The Venue and the Crowd

I've never been to the Zoo before, even though I've been living,
mostly, in Brisbane for the last fifteen years (I don't count before I
was 14 or 15 because I wasn't really 'living' in Brisbane). It's a bit
unusual for an urban Brisbanite like myself to have never been to the
Zoo because bands play regularly and there is a whole pile of odds and
ends stuff that happens there. I remember hearing about friends that
took Swing classes for a while.

I think a lot of it has to do with the crowd, the audience that it
pitches to. In the early nineties it was (at least according to an
alternative outsider's perspective) the place where Ferals go and
that's kind of stuck in my head. Reject hippies and the like. It's a
little bit of a humouring attitude – we have the Normanby, then the
Alliance and now the Jubilee and where ever Faith is. They're a sister
culture – not something that appeals (too in your face political, the
music sux, no tech and they don't wear enough black), but another
marginalised youth culture that needs an identity and a territory. So
let them have the Zoo, we have the world.

Not knowing what to expect, Ian and I rock up at 8 to meet M and
Pirate!Andrew, and we walk past about 20 or so people waiting outside
for the doors to open. Now this is *Brisbane* where six degrees peters
down to about two – you know: I know the Fiend, and so does everyone
else. So it was really weird not recognising anyone. Sure, it's a
Sunday night. But wow, not even any faces recognised from on Campus.

Did this mean that maybe the Faint weren't actually *our* kind of
music? The irony is intentional. I don't think there is an *our* kind
of music, and I'm not sure I'm even an *our*. But The Faint are this
kinda synthpop/rock band that I loved from the first time I heard
Agenda Suicide – I just expected that the scene would have heard of
them. It fits right into the kind of music we play – somewhere between
Orgy, Alien Sex Fiend and Snog. They're harder than a lot of EBM but a
little too New Wave to be Industrial. They Rock.

The crowd however was in no way Dark-wave, Dark-alternative or Dark
anything, It was really college-rock. And I didn't even know we had
that kind of a scene in Brisbane. It makes sense, really, but I have
no idea how to identify or relate to these people.

I can relate to most of the Dark-edged cultures – there are ways that
we express ourselves, ways of expressing our social allegiances. I can
talk to somebody into Industrial or Metal or Punk or Goth, because
I've got stuff in common, even if it's tenuous. We're going to agree
about the world on some level because, on some level, we look at the
world the same. Black becomes part of the code that we use to express
that allegiance.

Even at uni, there are people I talk to who are alternative but aren't
dark-edged and we have conversations skirting around the idea that we
both don't 'fit-in', that we don't want what we're told to want, but
it's often not enough to actually build a closer relationship. Hell,
some of the dark-edge people aren't easy to connect with – I'm not
into Metal, I won't be into Metal, I don't really like it. But there
is slightly more to connect with, at least a common bond of exclusion.
We can't always pass for normal.

The Zoo seems to cater to a crowd that is completely different to my
experience as alternative. They are alternative, too and probably have
more connection with the term as an indicator of their lifestyle
choices. We've got Goth, Geek, and a whole rack of other words, I
can't even begin to suggest words to describe these 'other'
alternatives. They listen to triple Z, which we don't because of a
history of exclusion from their programming with only interspersed
intervals with a 'Goth' show. They wear pastels and beige and white
and khaki and some of them look really cool doing it. There are
particular hairstyles that repeat through the audience – very new
wave. Just like us, but different.

So there was a bit of trepidation at the idea that we might have got
it wrong. Maybe The Faint aren't what I think they are.

Coming up to the gig we said to some of our friends that we were going
– I was excited, first band in nearly a year (and the last one was a
let down: Ladytron/3 = two dj's mixing stuff badly) and it's The
Faint. I love them. I listen to them at home, I bought the album after
hearing the single twice. We've, cough, cough, downloaded the new
album as a temporary measure until we can afford the new album. And
you can dance to it. The thing is that nobody had heard of them – they
even got Triple J airplay, which means, by our guess Faith isn't
playing them.

The Support Act

A lot of what I enjoyed about the gig was the atmosphere. The venue is
kind of bohemian and Pirate!Andrew says that when The Saints played
they said that it hasn't changed much in twenty years. Well the
audience was very like what I remember a lot of the Zed crowd, 20
years ago (yes, my Parent's were students listening and involved with
4ZZZ – it was the only radio they'd listen to). The same kinda clothes
and haircuts as in 200 cigarettes.

And the support band, Nightstick, just made the atmosphere. They had
these very Australian post-punk sound to them, like they'd been
playing music since then (and they did look old enough *go team we
don't die at 30*). Very rock, fast and energetic. Rumour is they're a
Bris-band. I think it would have helped to know more of their lyrics
because we kept expecting to be able to sing along - this bits like
Madness, this bit like Wire, this bit like Jimmy and the Boys etc etc
– but just not recognising enough.


The Main Event

We got seats up on the raised bit near the bar. This was all kinds of
good. There was a bench in front of us to lean on and we could see
pretty much all of the stage. Both Ian and Andrew were being very
sweet and making sure the M and I got the most out of the event. They
knew who *really* wanted to be there. Ah, humouring love!

When the band first came out onto the stage, my fears were realised. I
have only seen one promotional shot, and gone on their website –
they're not very public with their image. But I wasn't expecting quite
the casualness/rock/not-blackness of their wardrobe. They looked like
the crowd. Hesitation on my part – maybe the second album was vastly
different from the first. I've only listened to it a couple of times:
I thought I really liked it…

The first number was off the new album, it didn't pack the punch of
the earlier stuff. But what really rocked was the projection that they
had on a screen behind them. All through their set, different videos
were played that synced with their performance.

I have a thing about Geeks. I like them. I understand them and relate
to the way that they see the world. And The Faint are geeks. You can
see it in the way that they use the technology – projected videos that
sync to the songs. You can see it in the way that they play the music
– instruments are played in layers over a preprogrammed track. The
drummer and the lead guitarist jump in for bursts of high energy music
mixed over a drum machine and synth track. The bass player is playing
a 7/9 string bass and the singer's voice is electronically modified.
They take the technology and use it to make music.

And they all dance along to the music with the energy of people who
haven't quite realised that they're not in the loungeroom and that
there's an audience in front of them. They love their music, they know
their music and they love to perform. The music is polished – not as
produced as the album, but well practised. There's never a break or
pause when somebody didn't join in at the right time and it's layered
like a track mixed in a studio – big breaks where the lead guitarist
is doing nothing but rocking and dancing along, where the drummer
sings along despite his lack of microphone – all connected together to
make music.

I know the first album intimately, in the way that you spend hours
listening to it while studying and they played a lot of my favourite
tracks, not that I could name all the track titles. Propoganda, Agenda
Suicide, the song about melting… all stuff that should be played at
Goth Clubs and Dark Wave clubs Australia, nay the world, wide. It
fits, and it disappointed me that there weren't anymore Goths there
(maybe 5% of the audience could be constructed in that direction). And
what was also cool was their one cover: Psychokiller by The Talking
Heads. Maybe not the best cover of all time, but a good mix of their
style (which has that new-wave brotherhood with Talking Heads) and the
original.

The set was short – pirate!Andrew said about 35 – 45 mins with an
extra 10 for the encore. But when the synth player came back out on
stage he brought out his camera and mumbled in some Nebraskan accent
about how this was his holiday and he wanted a snapshot (for the web –
I think, the accent was that bad), and they'd play a few more songs.
Ooh, Geeks! Doing a tour to pay for a holiday – how cool is that.
Explains a little bit why a Sunday, why The Zoo and why Brisbane –
they weren't caring too much about the money.

We were out of there before 11:30 and on our way home, a good thing in
someways and disappointing in others. I didn't get up and dance, I
didn't feel comfortable enough – not sure if I could dance the way
that I do in that audience. They have codes and conventions that I
missed out on picking up. I don't get moshpit etiquette in any but a
visceral way, I'm a little agoraphobic, and this wasn't really a
moshpit anyway.

After-gig appraisal

In the end we all had good things to say, even pirate!Andrew who has
been sick as a dog all weekend. Ian said that A-pop's visuals were
better, but I'm not sold – I think A-pop had a bigger stage. The music
rocked and it was fun watching them, their videos and the strange and
alien crowd.